2.02.2009

Welcome

Hello to all of the three people who have ever seen this page. I thought i might welcome the future visitors and introduce myself a little bit. First off i'm a selfish person i didn't write this blog for you. I wrote it for me. Sometimes i just feel like people need to hear this. I don't know what people but they're just there ok. There's something about people seeing my innermost thoughts that excites and petrifies me sequentially. I want you to know about me, not me, but about me. This wont be thrilling or groundbreaking, but it will be truthful and honest. This is my password journal for all the world to see.

1.05.2009

I hate where you are
I hate where I am
I wish it was easier
And not so convolted
I wish you and I were us
I saw you and thought
love at first sight
I dreamed of you
night after night
My head told me no
and my heart said yes
So I waited to know
and not just to guess
I went crazy for you
and couldn't fake it
I had a chance
and decided to take it

I just wish my head wasn't so right all of the time